Prayer - Is It a Two Way Street??

Is G-d only there for those that pray?

Two weeks ago, while reading Mishpatim, I was struck with one line that left me contemplating this question in a way I have yet to consider.  In my last blog post, I revealed the raw and core emotions I am dealing with regarding prayer.  But I never considered the possibility that G-d is only there for those that pray.

In Exodus 22:26, it is written "...if he cries out to Me, I will pay heed, for I am compassionate." 

Obviously the most common question related to this verse is related to why G-d was not compassionate toward the Jewish people during the Holocaust, when surely people cried out in ways I can not even imagine.  I am not asking why G-d was not there for those who did cry out; but  questioning the words in a different way - will G-d only be there for those who do cry out. 

I have never felt that G-d would not be there for me despite my lack of religious education or upbringing.  I have never felt that my life was not valued or treasured any less than a religious person.   I have never felt less revered or less worthy by the powers that may be. 

Rather, I think that we are all valued and honored with the gift of life despite our religious beliefs and actions on those beliefs.  In last weeks parasha, Trumah, G-d acknowledges that some people choose devotion when it is said"...you shall accept gifts for Me from every person whose heart so moves him."  I think these words are beautiful not only because I know that those that pray do so from the heart, but also because clearly we all have a personal choice.

I find comfort in believing that whether I pray or not, my soul is protected and held in as much esteem as someone who does pray.  But I wonder if those that pray daily feel the same way.